"Don't play with fire."
"Don't go messing with you girl's hearts."
"Don't add fuel to the fire."
These are things you should be told before hand. I'm dangerous. I'm a crazy weapon you should only have to fire once to...you know...take care of the job. I'm like that weapon from Iron Man. Deadly. Whcich makes people just want me more. I have a temper that shouldn't be tampered with. So tomorrow I'm going to do it. When I go to midnight mass looking amazing and fresh and outstanding and did i mention amazing, I will talk to him. Not flirt. Maybe just a little, but I want, really want to show him I am a force to be reckoned with because after all this time I can still be nice and have a cool slick flow. I am going to rock my personal image so hard I won't know who I am. My wrath will show. No more nice girl. No more shy girl. I'm taking charge. forget whoever doubts me because I'm me and that's said and done. I don't want him to think little of me. Even though I'm shorter than him. I want him to think i am unstoppable. geez i am typing so fast i probably made a gazzilion typos but i am pissed in my own odd way. I want him to want me back so i can show him that DENISE LEE am not who i used to be. Im much wiser and more aware of the things that are being said behind my back. I am new and improved I have to show this somehow. I can't be scared anymore. I have to be the one who steps up and doesn't back down. I have to be her. I have to have to have to. Not as a bad image but I don't want to be the girl i fear the most. I am sick and tired of her. she is gone. kaput. out the window. the real non-dwelling denise is here and ready to take some action. Look out here i come. Dangerous and ready to aim.