FRiENDS !

Pic From 7th Gradee . I Dont Talk To Any Of them anymore :(

We DOn't really speak anymore.

Samee Thing For This Onee *

Don't Talk to any of them either :(

This is my lil bro. No Matter how much we fight , he comes before all friends !

I only speak to the boy cause that is the infamous Nisaiah ( mentioned in posts from 2009 ) .

DOn't speak to either of them. Only the one on the left sometimes :( ( 6th Gradee )

Don't talk to anyone in this pic either :(

Only Talk to the girl in the blue shirt

Trey Songz & Fabolous. They're friends ! lol

This Is An Emergency Post ! Friends are people you are close with. Make Sure you have good friends & surround yourself with the right people. Its A shame how many people i thought Were my friends & turned out not to be ! SMH

KiSSES :-*

The art of kissing . Something most of us want to master to better our relationships. Me personally , I Can't stand to kiss someone before the third "date" if that's what you like to call it . I need time ! & Im sorry to say but I HATE BAD KISSERS . Its not that I Have kissed a lot of people , its just if you want us to be together I can't NOT want to kiss you. If after we have our first kiss and I hate , either im going to grin & bare for the time being. And then after we get comfortable teach you OR im just going to have to end it . HARSH I know but we all have that one pet peev ! Now This Is not from experience of course . But if I ever come across a bad kisser those are my options . lol

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FRESH START - *

This One Is NiCEEEEEEEEEEE =X ( Fabolous Voice )

Lol Just Clownin Around :-*

Lovee This :)

Something Simple *

Drake & Lady GaGa ( Onee Of My Favee Pics Ever )

First Day Of School At Notre Dame :-*

-OFFGUARD

- ANOTHER OFFGUARD lol

I Love Love Love This Pic Of Me :-* COLORSSS =DD

Me & My Messed Up Pin Curls * Lol

Such A Big Clown =DD

Always Classy , Never Trashy :-*

Undefined Beauty :)

Im So Happy I Transfered Schools . I Now Attend Notre Dame School . Its an all girls catholic school in manhattan . Although Im Not used to all girls schools it doesn't even matter because i need to focus on my school work because that's what is important * Well I don't have much time to sit & chat but i love all my bloggers & Im trying to post more often =D

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BROUghT TO YOU bY BoRdeM lanD ☺♠♦○◘•♣♣

I am a Teen

Being a teenager I go through some of the hardest things possible. This is going to be the most confusing part of my life. Even though I Have been a teen for quite some time now, this is just the begining !

I learned today that I have no friends at all :) Just To Sum It All Up . The Story Is kind of harsh and makes me want to cry every time I think about soo . . . I Don't think I Can Manage writing it . . .

No Friends . . . No Friends at all . . . Only People who are here for me are the members of my family & a select few people who minus-well be family :( . . . So My life is in an emotional wreck of some sort right now . And I Was looking for something to do with this wreck & I Thought to myself . . . Why Not blog ?

Well this fall I will be attending a catholic school in downtown Manhattan so i'll be home free of Frederick Douglass Academy , And I Will Make New Friends :) I Guess That's the bright side to it all . So life isn't all that bad . I Think I will be able to manage my wreck with some aid =/

I finally think I learned my lesson . . .It took long enough *

HeartBrokenn -*

I Was Bored That Night =/

Me & Cierra In The McDonalds Near My Moms Job. We Look Silly ! Lml

I Love The Way My Eyes Look In This Picturee !

Reenah, Cierra, And I. Im Apple Pie , CeCe Is BabyGurl, Reen Is HoneyDip . Lml

Cierra & I In The American Apparel On 125th Street

Me @ Six Flags. It Was My First Time ! Had A Lot Of Fun That Day =DD

Lol Me & Cierra In Her Step-Father'ss Car !

Just A Regular Day Out :) That Is My FAVORiTE Skirt . Hands Down =DD

Goofing Off On My Sister'ss Bed !

I Like This Pic For Some Reason =)
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This Time Im angry. Hell Im beyond Angry. Im Through ! Im Sick Of Everything. I Feel Like I Want to get out of this life but can't find a way out -_______- .

So Daquan & I Tried dating. . . It didn't exactly work out. But no matter what i love him & He Was Indeed my first True love. To Bad i didn't blog on my BDayy ! It Was June9th ( Random Sentence) Uhm What Else Can I Tell You ? I Failed out this year, meaning i have summer school "/ What A Joy ! Tuhh ' Also In the line of bad new This boy who i hung out with once in my entire life & haven't seen him since - Mad a rumors we had sexual intercourse & now half the people On twitter & In My School Believe it . Too bad Im As Virgin As The Next Pina Colada . Smh - Im Just Sooooo Tired Of The Bull Man ; I Swear. I Try to be nice, i may come across as mean but I Understand what it's like to have so much yet, feel like you have nothing at all. I want so badly to change my position in life but i cant. All I can do right now is pray for change until i figure Out a way to change. On the bright side i got a bang =T . Even If that doesn't matter that much . Lol - I Like my band i think it looks cute on me ( Not To Be Conceited or anything) .

Well I'll build a bridge & get over my life somehow. I Hate It Thought. Nothing Seems To Go Right Anymore. Ughh Man I Sound Mad Emo & Junk . Oh Well, I'm An Emotional person. Can't hide that.

BROUGHt TO yOU By BORDEM lAND ☻♣↨♠☺

What's Up ?

Today In New York , Its Super Hot ! Just Like Yesterday . Lol ( Pic Above From Friday , In School )

I think today I am Seeing A Movie . Im Not Exactly Sure. So For Now I Took Some Time To Post ! Well Here We Go...

Boys Are Big Temptations . Most Girls Like Them & Most Of Them Like girls . They Have It Much Easier Tho . If You Thnk About It Girls Go Through All The Hardships & Junk ! We Have Our Period , We Give Birth, We Carry The Baby For 9 Months Before We Give Birth , If We Screw As Many People As They Do We Are Considered Sluts , And They Have A Better Time With Society ! Now Swallow All Of What I Just Said . Its True Right ? Lol

For Example A Boy Named Jafari ( Wierd Name I Know ) Who Used To Go Out With This Girl Named Dominique In My School , Who Im Really Cool With , Likes Me . Im Not Going To Lie There Is A Mutual Attraction But It Could Never Happen . For starters He Used To Go Out With Dominique & I Call her My Sister & He Is Really Good Friends With Branden My 11O5O9 . And Also Im Kind Of Occupied By A Whole Bunch Of Other Important Things !

Anyways Catch Me Some Other Time . Comment The Posts Though :)

BRouGHt TO YOU by BordeM laND ♥▼♣☺♦♠

So How's Life ?

My Blog Gives Me A Chance To Just Let Everything Out !

Especially My Problems...

So There's This Guy Named Daquan ( Boy In The PicTure ) . Oh Man He's The Best . We Dont Go Out Or Anything But We Talk . Talk Meaning We Kinda Sorta Mess , But Only A Few People Know About It . We're Keeping It A Secret Because He Knows My Ex & I Know A Girl Who Used To Like Him A Lot But He Cut Her Off .

We Stay Up All Night On The Phone Talking About Anything That Comes To Mind . Manner Of Fact I Think He Is The Cause Of This Little Illness I Have Right Now . From Lack Of Sleep Lol . But Its Okay ; I Like Suffering A Little For Him . He's A Year Older Than Me . He Turns 16 June 27th & I Turn 15 June 9th :) . * Note : I Can't Wait For My b-day* .

I Can Tell Him Anything Honestly* He Knows About All My Life Problems & Secrets . I Really Do Trust Him . He's More Than A secret Lover ; He Is Like My Personally Human Diary . My Feelings For Him Are So Deep Its Crazy . He's A Lot Taller Than Me Also . He's About 5'11 & Im About 5'2 . Lmao . I Know Huge Difference Right . He Also plays Basketball & He's Really Good . He Doesn't Plan On Going Pro Though . There's So Much More To His Story But Too Much To Type . Lol

He's Not The Best Looking Guy But Who Cares ? Lol . There's So Much More ; His Soul Is The Most Handsome Thing I Have Ever Come Across . Ofcourse We Argue . We Argue A Lot ; But It Seems Out Of Love . Don't Worry Im Not Falling Head Over Heals . I Know Where My Boundaries Lie With These Boys Now-A-Days . Lol

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Well Todayy I Met My Mother's Boyfriend . Its Funny He Kinda Looks My Algebra Teacher . His Name Is Gregory . He Has Two Daughters Of His & His Used To Be Cop . He retired Because He Got Shot . Where ? I Think His Arm . He's Fine Now Though . If You Saw Him In The Street You Would Think He Was A Regular Guy . Lol ; My Brother & I Took A Liking To Him . He's Really Cool & Laughs At My Natural FunnyNess Like Everyone Else . I Think He Is Good For My Mom . He Makes Her Really Happy ; Or So It Seems . Lol

Well Im Currently Listening To Music . Glad I Got A Chance To Blog And Let A Few Feelings Out :) It Keeps My Healthy !

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And Anything Else You Know Where To Find Me :)

BROUght TO You By bOrDEm LanD ☻♥☻♥♣♠♦

GRR !

I Hate My Life . I Can Honestly Say I Hate My Life . I Just Want To ......

Last Night iBegged My Mom To Let Me Go To This Party . And Of Course Being That She Is my Mother It Led Into An Arquement. Her & My Father Make Me Do All Kinds Of Things I Don't want to But Don't Give Me The Slightest Bit Of freedom . Maybe Then If They Did iWould Change But For Now I Dont Care Anymore. I Just Dont Wanna Have This Life . Im Sick Of Everything . I Dont Want To Sound Emo Or Anything But, I Just Can't Do It Anymore. Im Too Weak With These Constant migranes , injuries from my father, emotional abuse, school work , sports, and everything that goes on at home . My Body & Mind Just Cant Take It Anymore .

Well, I Have to get ready for school. I know this was a short post but, It's All iHave Time for.

BROUGHt to You bY BoRDEm LanD ♥♣☺☻♥♠♣♣◘○

Enough About Me Though . Let's Talk About You

S.O.T.D. Prom Queen By Lil Wayne [Typical Highschool Story] (Random Pics Of Me & Others Above . =]

HeHe New Crush Of The Week ; Since It Seems To Chanqe Every Week : Elijah ! [No Need For An Intro He Mitee Not Last Long]

Sometimes I Just Wonder Why Life Is Life . And Then I Take My Self On This Day Dream Journey About All The Things I've Been Through . Why Are Girls So Fragile sometimes ? Do We Listen To Those Fairytale Books That Make Us Think Love Is All Flowers & Kisses & Sex ? Well Its Not . So Far iLearned That Older People Are Right . Some Of Us Youngin's Just Don't Know What Love Is . Its More Than The Cute Stuff ; Love Has Its Own Mask That Makes It Look Pretty . But, Love Can Be A Trap Or It Can Be The Key To Your Life . Love Has So Many Faces . But , This Is Just How iFeel About Love . iCould Very Well Be Wrong .

Another Wonder About Life Is Music. Music To Me Is Food For The Soul. Music Is Everywhere , you just Cant Escape It . I Love Music More Than Life Itself Sometimes. Music Has Pulled Me Through Abuse, school , Social Issues , And A Bunch Of Other Crap. There Is No Life If There Is No Music . Even If It Is That Song That You Jus Cant Seem To Get Out Of Your Head That Day & Its Just Keeps Popping Back Up At Random Times .

Everyone Wonders About Something In Their Life . It Could Be The Simplest Things , Like Why Are There Trees Or Why Did The "Creator" [For lack Of A Better Word] Create Us. So Many Wonders But , iGuess That's Just Life . Will It Be Like This Forever ?

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BROUGht To YOu BY BORdemLaNd ↓♣A 6☻>6☻♣